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@willelm
You mentioned difficulty aligning with how your publisher and agent wanted you to write. Did you find new representation?
Nope. I burnt out in 2001.
Did you find another outlet for your [creativity]?
I turned to photography. This was the beginning of the digital age, where instead of having to wait weeks to see the result of my settings on the SLR (and never really remembering those settings), I could instantly see how lens setting A lead to result B. Aperture, focal length, shutter speed, even ISO made sense. I could see how colors contrasted with one another, and how darkness as well as light created volume and motion. And then I discovered bokeh.
I called it my short form. That's because I'd only considered myself a novelist previously.
How'd you deal with [not writing and wanting to]?
I could not not write, so by 2015 I had some days of reckoning, figuring out what went wrong and what I was doing wrong. My agent wasn't entirely wrong about my writing. It needed work. I fell out of POV often enough it was annoying (but fixable), and my grammar sucked (okay, it was Grammar B and I didn't yet know it AND I hadn't perfected it, so there, the bald face ugly beautiful truth.) But I also realized it was that I compared my writing to that of the 3rd person close POV writing of authors like C.J. Cherryh. Her's is the gold standard (or was) for publishing SF. I adore her writing.
But, if you analyze it, that style is really 1st person written in 3rd person.
OMFG? Right? Writing in 1st person also has built-in error correction. Think about it. The "I" POV is so obvious that you can't help but correct slips without thinking. For example, I can't know what anybody else thinking. 3rd person with different forms like close, limited, omniscient, narrator as a character, etc., is quite complex.
So, in 2015, I was enjoying a certain show. I followed the fandom to learn more and discovered a thriving fan fiction community. I wanted to write what really happened to lead up to things that happened in certain episodes, or what characters ought do next. As an excuse, because I had convinced myself that writing fan fiction was totally amateur and unseemly, I decided to use it to perfect writing in 1st person.
It changed my life.
You mentioned difficulty aligning with how your publisher and agent wanted you to write. Did you find new representation?
Now that I am writing commercially, I haven't decided whether I will find new representation. I'm not sure there's a successor agency to my old agent.
I know some indie authors and they've advised me. I may go indie. I've also have been told by author friends that if they like something I show them, they'll introduce their agent. We'll see what happens. I've got many unfinished projects running in parallel, so I'm not there, yet.
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